Tuesday 20 November 2007
Saturday 17 November 2007
After the A levels, I will
1) Paint Yunsong
2) Read economics
3) Take a writing trip around Singapore
4) Learn animation
5) Learn photoshop
6) Make Art obsessively
7) Accomplish all Lee Ang Films
8) Accomplish all local films
9) Accomplish all good films
10) Hopefully pull together a small art exhibition, from which I may earn some money.
11) Learn how to make soon kueh and ou kueh from Grandma
12) Learn how to make rendang from Suhui's aunt
13) Learn how to bake a bake alaska from a cookbook.
14) Visit Shum in JB
15) Read obsessively
16) Make a short film
17) Make awesome Christmas cards and put Hallmark out of fashion
18) Learn how to use makeup
19) Jog everyday
20) Overhaul my red cocktail dress
21) Start and finish Indie Fashion project with Gab.
22) Get myself re-employed by the Substation
23) Become a curator
24) Throw an awesome party
25) Get a biking licence
26) Become fantastic at the piano
27) Learn how to dance
2) Read economics
3) Take a writing trip around Singapore
4) Learn animation
5) Learn photoshop
6) Make Art obsessively
7) Accomplish all Lee Ang Films
8) Accomplish all local films
9) Accomplish all good films
10) Hopefully pull together a small art exhibition, from which I may earn some money.
11) Learn how to make soon kueh and ou kueh from Grandma
12) Learn how to make rendang from Suhui's aunt
13) Learn how to bake a bake alaska from a cookbook.
14) Visit Shum in JB
15) Read obsessively
16) Make a short film
17) Make awesome Christmas cards and put Hallmark out of fashion
18) Learn how to use makeup
19) Jog everyday
20) Overhaul my red cocktail dress
21) Start and finish Indie Fashion project with Gab.
22) Get myself re-employed by the Substation
23) Become a curator
24) Throw an awesome party
25) Get a biking licence
26) Become fantastic at the piano
27) Learn how to dance
Thursday 15 November 2007
Where do broken hearts go?
Colin says that broken hearts can never be mended. This worries me, because I don't want the thing in my ribcage to be in pieces forever.
Saturday 10 November 2007
Wednesday 7 November 2007
I should be studying, but I can't and won't. I'll regret this later.
I am reaching the height of spiritual contentment, and it's a very nice and sunny plateau to be on. I didn't think at first, that this was possible, since my checklist remains full of emptiness. I haven't gotten any university offers (why am I not surprised)- in fact, only more jeopardy, no significant improvement in my attitude towards studying, no increased freedom of movement, no windfall or winning lottery ticket, no Prince Charming, or sudden, pain-free weight loss. But I am happy.
I think its because I'm finally beginning to see all the wonderful things I actually have (yes friends and parents, you've been right all along). I know why I've been called a charmed child now. (I need to write all this down, so that when I get my flood of rejection letters from the various universities, I can remind myself that I'm still a complete, wholesome, valuable person).
And you know what, it is a very nice feeling to be liked by yourself, and heavenly to be liked by others.
I am reaching the height of spiritual contentment, and it's a very nice and sunny plateau to be on. I didn't think at first, that this was possible, since my checklist remains full of emptiness. I haven't gotten any university offers (why am I not surprised)- in fact, only more jeopardy, no significant improvement in my attitude towards studying, no increased freedom of movement, no windfall or winning lottery ticket, no Prince Charming, or sudden, pain-free weight loss. But I am happy.
I think its because I'm finally beginning to see all the wonderful things I actually have (yes friends and parents, you've been right all along). I know why I've been called a charmed child now. (I need to write all this down, so that when I get my flood of rejection letters from the various universities, I can remind myself that I'm still a complete, wholesome, valuable person).
And you know what, it is a very nice feeling to be liked by yourself, and heavenly to be liked by others.
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